"My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. but let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing." James 1:2-4]

i'm quite stressed.
but i know i can do this(:
it's not in me to be positive; in fact i'm quite cynical at times. although i can stop the negative thoughts from pouring forth, that doesn't mean i'll have a positive outlook on things.
...

-me stoning outside the computer lab whilst waiting for my friends-
(thing is, you need a medicine student card to get you into this particular lab, and i was obviously lazy to fish it from my wallet, hence i was waiting outside)
(chris places his head against the glass doors, and stares and waves at me)
(i was STONING. and i really didn't see him :( )
(chris comes out of the lab)

and said: dory. you know for a split moment i felt like i was in underwater world. peering at fishes through the glass panes. fishes with vacant expressions, and...

my beloved friends always make fun of me when i'm here :((
they seem to think i can't take of myself.
i've been called cowfish, flying fish, flat fish, dead fish etc.
and now i'm a bird.
why?
cause apparently i eat like one.
urgh spanks.

okay the document in the next window beckons.