so it's time to get my life back in place over here. it's amazing how much more OCD tendencies i have over here. it's no joke when you get back from the airport, and you see bills awaiting you on your table, with 2 luggages yelling to be unpacked, and the ever so comfortable bed shouting for a mess up once more. it's as if my life in sydney is so much more routine than in singapore. here i will always have something that i need to get done. its good in a way cause it helps to pass time faster. hmmm.

i was just talking to tran about moving out. talked to eric about it too. i felt as if a whole weight was lifted from me when i told them. praying that God will lead me to the right and cheap apartment. even though i sense some animosity but i shall choose to ignore it. the thought of having to repack puts me off somehow, but i'll be moving into a happier environment. it's what i assume it to be anyway. so it might be good to be slightly delusional at times.

i have a lot of things to say about stuff that have been happening around me. but i shall bite my tongue and keep quiet. it's not gonna be the first time i choose to ignore blatant things happening around me. i'm quite good at that actually. and its a bad thing sometimes, because i found out today that doctors should be more assertive when it comes to pressing their opinions on other people. and that's one thing that i really don't like: pressing my opinion on others. and i hate it when people does it to me.

anyway, difference between a very close friend and a couple? i think the only difference is lesser expectations, and having no strings attached. okay you know what, i change my mind about giving my opinion on this publicly. am not ready to have a highly neutral rational point of view on this. SO. i'll tell you online about it k. didn't leave you an offline message cause i was lazy. erps.

i'm highly pmsy now.