i wished i could- surrender my soul.shed the clothes that's become my skin.see the lies that's burning within my needing.i wished, i chosen darkness from cold.i wished i screamed out loud, instead i found no meaning.i guess its time i run far far away.find comfort in pain.all pleasure's the same, they just keep me from troublehides my true shape, like dorian greyi've heard what they saidbut i'm not here for troubleit's more than just words- it's just tears and rain.i wished i could walk through the doors of my mind.hold memory close at hand, help me understand the years.i wished i could choose between heaven and hell. i wished i save my soul so cold from fear.
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see the lie.
