i got so many things to do that i just feel like burying myself under that pile of to-do list. :(
there's tons of people to meet, tons of things to buy.
and these aren't even for leisure.
!!
and the bad thing is, i've been quite reluctant to get out of house since i came back.
so i'm kinda lacking the materials to get things going.
SO. i'm not doing anything yet.
AND. time is running out cause i'm flying off on thursday already.
which means another week gone.
i seriously need to consider engaging an assistant.
someone who will force me away from my television, and to the various places i need to go to buy all the materials.
not like its all at one place.
&& the places are like damn inconvenient to drive to, and i'm lazy to walk the 15 minutes out so public transport is ousted.

inertia is like so great. :(

help. i need to brace myself and get out of this shell i've been living in the past few days.
but it's not easy at all.