i can't believe i spent more than half hour reading xiaxue's blog. like, it's the 3rd time ever that i visited her blog, but somehow i'm 'bored' enough this time round, to have spent more than half an hour there.

was reading vernie's blog too.
you know, am really wondering how life will be like 6 months down the road.
starting out, i'm sure it wouldn't be all that smooth, but what about further furthur down? i can't believe the conversation that i just had with my sister.
she called asking me to not spend all the money that she's giving me (over in australia) on drugs, and what's more; if i were to have sex, please remember to ask the guy to use a condom, and at least get the guy checked for any diseases/illness before even doing it. like i wouldn't want to get anything right?
hurhur.

i think all these pent up emotions are really bad.
i should, and the faster i get it done the better, find a healthy outlet to let it all out.
the thing is, i can't swim now.
correction: i'm not allowed into chlorine water right now, and i'm not gonna chance it at least for the next few weeks.
SO.
there goes one of the ways i find myself relaxing: swimming/spa/suana.
&& the cafe is closed ):
i guess it's cause all the courts are undergoing renovation.
i went there twice, only to return home disappointed.
so there goes quiet afternoons in my favourite cafe. ):

my mom happily suggested us getting together tomorrow afternoon to settle the song selection for the wedding.
why am i not looking forward to it.
still, i can only tell myself i need to get it done. so why not tomorrow.
bleahs ):

i wanna get out of the house,
but whenever i do,
i wanna go back home.

make up your mind dorinda.

oh yes.
and the only thing that i am firmly/strongly holding on to,
isn't something that i should be holding on to.
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