i still remember the apple tree.
i do.
and i'm thankful for it, really.
one month ago, i was frustrated and negative about my stint at TTSH,
one month later, i'm starting to see the good side to it.
like a coin, everything has a flip side i guess.
i'm tired.
very tired.
it's been a long time since i've slept well.
and it's precisely since then i haven't been able to sleep.
almost every night without fail, i'll stare at the ceiling, wishing that something new will happen.
it never does.
it never will i suppose.
sigh.
...

in anycase, it's SEPTEMBER.
i know i know i'm slow.
but the promise is being upheld.
and i'm game for the navel operation.
saturday.
it can't come any faster.