chuah!
i JUST did it.
i got it changed.
now CHEER and say HURRAY.
lol. i hope you like it (:
and say since i have full access to your account,
i shall edit it the way i like it.
since i can (ego-ly) say that you'll like it too.
HAHA.
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farewell at vernie's was good.
caught up with different people.
the feeling's different this time round-
no more awkwardness.
though the conversation didn't last long, but it did good.
still i told charlene-
it's different, cause on one hand it's 1 month.
on the other, its almost 9 months.
guess i'm not too surprised.
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imported alot of songs into my itunes library today.
!!
i still can't find somewhere over the rainbow)):
if anyone have it can you PLEASE send it to me!
so, i've augmented my collection of oldies.
it's satisfying for the moment.
BEAMS.
for the moment though not for long.
soon i'll be hunting around for more albums.
oldies have a way of making me feel heady,
and i can sit there listening to them for hours and hours.
guess there's few who knows how to appreciate it.
francis will be able to comprehend.
i promise the mahjong session will come up SOON.
(okok i know i owe it way too long)
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surprisingly so,
i'm sounding much more coherent than i've sounded for ages.
and i try to take one day at a time,
but sometimes several days attack me at once.
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charis dear,
i love you and do hang on.
i'm here if you need comfort company.
i promise i'll provide (:
cheers to BVG and bossy colleague.
we'll pull through.
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"I've been silly," she told him at last. "I ask your forgiveness. Try to be happy."
He failed to understand this calm sweetness.
"Of course I love you," the flower told him. "It was my fault you never knew. It doesn't matter. But you were just as silly as I was. Try to be happy..."
Then she added. "Don't hang around like this; it's irritating. You made up your mind to leave. Now go."

For she didn't want him to see her crying. She was such a proud flower...

Flowers are so contradictory.

The Little Prince- Antoine De Saint-Exupery
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oh i forgot to add that it's not wise to read too much into words.
simply because, though words can bring one high up to cloud nine, they can easily bring one six feet down too.
and sometimes, i don't even know what the words i type really mean.
delirious.