i'm so tired of being here,
supressed by all my childish fears.
IF YOU HAVE TO LEAVE
i wish that you will just leave,
cause your presence still lingers here, AND IT WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE.
these wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just to real.
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
you use to capitivate me by your reasonating life.
now i'm bound by the life you left behind.
your voice, it CHASE ALL THE SANITY in me.
i try so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
though you were with me, i've been alone all along.
...

i wish i could surrender my soul.
shed the clothes that's become my skin,
see THE LIES that burns within my needings.
i wish i CHOSEN DARKNESS FROM COLD.
i wish i screamed out loud, instead i found no meaning.
i guess(no, i know) it's time i run far far away
find comfort in pain.
you say- it's not even words.
i say it's more than just words, it's just- tears and rain.
i wish i could walk through THE DOORS OF MY MIND.
i wish i saved my soul SO COLD, from fear.
...

and would i really wish that i chosen darkness from cold. cause before i crossed the junction, i never knew the coldness in stall.