if i see it happening again,
i'll tell you.
as for now, let my poor brain try and register what just happened.
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sometimes, life isn't all about surprises.
pick up the wrong box, and you'll soon see
how deceptive it can be.
...

and what happened to the promise you made me?
but haven't i taught myself never to trust you?
cause over the years i've seen, for myself,
and know that it's hard for someone like you, to keep in my mind
the little things that don't really matter.
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it's really amazing how such simple things can have such great pulling power.
pulling me close everytime, without fail.
only to find myself walking away later on, feeling silly.
a heavy heart, and a harsh sigh.
i stand next to the pillar
imagining back then just how you were going higher and higher.
i close my eyes; finding it difficult to breath.
it's not just an ordinary bench.
...

my favourite boy reminded me, after painstaking efforts,
that it's possible to keep the friendship.
maybe for once i'll heed his advise.
so as to make up for my constant reminder as to how himbotic he has become(:
...

don't lie to yourself.
it's more than what you can ask for.