desperado, why don't you come to your senses?you've been out riding fencesfor so long now.oh, you're hard one.but i know that you've got your reason.these things that are pleasing you, can hurt you somehow.don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boyshe'll beat you if she's able.the queen of hearts is always your best bet.now it seems to be that some fine things have been laid upon your table.but you only want the ones that you can't get.desperado, oh you ain't getting no younger.the pain and your hunger, they're driving you home.freedom? oh freedom, that's just some people talkingyou're a prisoner walking through this world all alone.don't you feet get cold in the winter time?when the sky won't snow and the sun wont shine.it's hard to tell the night time from the day.you're losing all your heart alone,and it's funny how the feeling goes away-desperado.desperado, why don't you come to your senses?come down from your fences- open the gates.it may be raining, but there's a rainbow above you.you better let somebody love you.you better let somebody love you, before it's too late. Desperado- The Eagles
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i just came home from an outing with francis+evan+jiahao+grace+yiyun+layqueen.
today was a fiasco.
and i confirmed(not that i didn't know before) that its really, seriously, honestly, 24/7 for guys to talk about NS once they get into NS. i feel so thankful for my girlfriends now.
it was on impulse- when i purchased 6 slices of cakes from secret receipe for the family.
but i guess it wasn't just the impulse that made me make up my mind.
it's going to be there. i'm positive about it.
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it was etaf that made me pick it out of 24 others.
it was etaf that i was the FIRST out of 24 to pick.
it was etaf that you knew.
but then time is playing a fool of me again.
me. not you.
if you ask me how did i come to this conclusion
all i can say is that i painted a picture of it all, only to find myself not aching inside. though a tinge of sadness still lingers, but it was more of numbness.
quoting him: i do not have the right.
so that's that.
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it's funny how everyone is out of the house (except my maid of course)
i was the first to leave house this morning.
the first to return in the evening to find that everyone was out.
and left again
only to return to find the house once more empty.
it's a mix feeling i get when i sit alone in the house, in the dark.
it's neither like nor dislike.
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i love that song *points up*
it means much more than what you just see.
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oh and i decided to show up my previous posts.
why?
random.
and did i mention before i hate people asking me WHY.
it just reminds me of three things:
1. how i hate having to explain myself all the time.
2. how i KNOW that sometimes i NEED to go the extra mile to do so.
and especially
3. how i know and you know that the WHY was to force something that was understood and known out, so that it'll be explicit and spoken.
in case you're wondering- its not simple whys for simple everyday life style.
its whys with subtle underlying meanings.
hate being detalupinam.
sadly- i'm one myself.