i've been trying all means to prevent myself from becoming bipolar.
as i said before,
it's like running on fuel that's almost used up
or trying to squeeze any water out of an almost dried up towel.
desperately trying hard to stay focus and believe that maybe a few drops will soon materialise.
oasis or not, i don't know.
all i know is that
when finally the vision sharpens,
and i see for myself
what it's all about.
maybe then,
i won't need someone to spell it out for me
for me to understand.