i'm finally done with my new lay out!sourced for quite long before i got the pictures i wanted.not the best, but it'll do.
yup it's the total opposite of white now. in any case, i'm still like it. hoho.
the telephone conversation we had was good.
at least i know for now that i'm not alone, and that no matter how i feel, i trust that you will be there to support me.
thanks charlene.
driving so far has been okayy.
it just doesn't make sense to me, like how different the driving schools in singapore can be.
if i had known better, i'll oust ssdcl, and hop over to ubi.HOHO.
anyways, as i told waikin- enjoy the food in singapore.
i suddenly miss the food at coronation plaza. i guess only the people studying near it will ever go there.
still, its quite good business.
and and tomyum steamboat+thai food.
and SUSHI TEH.
food that i like, doesn't really mean that i feel like eating.
i have this feeling the chuah is getting frustrated with having to wait for me to decide.lol.
anyways, why don't we just do without the meal, and maybe a movie or something.(:
the weather has been crazy.
it's snowing in china.(random) but yes it is.and guess what, its suppose to be SUMMER over there.
and so it's like vegetating in front of the television, watching endlessly til dawn.
once again i have to remind myself how silly i can get- and yet im still treading the same spot.
it's not THAT long
yet it seemed eons ago.
you made me realise that there's a way to everything in this world.
and even as the window swings shut
once more i'll find the strength to push another one open.
ever listened to a song, when suddenly it hits you that it could have meant "kneaded" rather than "needed"?
and funny how you are the only one that can bring me all the way up, and then bring me crashing right down again.
yet you're unaware of it.
funny how unconcerned i am about other things.
funny.
funny how i'm seriously becoming bipolar(not to that extent)
funny how i know it won't work out, yet i'm still refusing to let go(yes charlene)
i'm off to sleep.
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please, let me be selfish just this once.