to be frank- it has been QUITE some time that i realised i haven't been able to speak to you as i used to before.
it's not that i find it odd, it's just that the connection and the closeness of it all has gone.
perhaps its because during the time of misunderstanding, you never bothered contacting me to try and make up for it,
or should i say you were too caught up with your present life/work that i fell under the miscellanious list.
at least she bothered, granted that she wasn't as busy as you.
and it's not that i haven't been trying,
but i don't really see any on your part.
moodswings and all, it's alright if you could just take time off to tell me what happened.
because you know what-
you seemed to have moved on, and i feel that it's time i should too.
...

why should you choose?
because you care too much for her? or is it because you just can't let go?
the bottom question is:
does she even care as to what your decision will be.
i don't think so.
...

counting down to it.