life is all about waiting.
is that true?
i realise that no matter whose life we're talking about here, we all have to go through the need to wait.
for?
well anything. to wait for a call or a message.
to wait for some sort of news or the end of an attachment.
to wait for another chance
even to wait for hope that comes in a new form.
and so, i tell myself that its not my timing that's all.
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i just wanna tell a close friend this:
failing doesn't mean that you are a failure, it just means that God has another plan for you.
so frendrick,
it's a choice that you can make yeah.
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my job attachment at HSBC is coming to an end.
as richie and vanessa puts it
they wanna plan a happy ending for the people over there.
AHEM in particular law.
HAHA.
life after that will be different.
it's more of weddings+spending time with my mom.
and less waking up early+endless sudoku in the office.
it's quite hard to recall the busy times i had in the past 2 and half months.
because about a month was spent doing really nothing actually.
and so after this 2 and half months,
i finally realise that no matter what a place might hold
it's really up to a person to decide whether or not they wanna pluck the string.
if its badly plucked, all they have to do is to face the music.
frankly speaking- the ochestral can be quite bad.
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no news may just equal to good news.
i'll continue waiting and see.
as i said before,
if Your presence doesn't go with me, don't take me from this place.
and so, it's up to You to decide where i'll be in a few months time.
it can get quite scary
having to surrounder so much.
like people always tell me:
don't do badly for As if not your whole future will be ruined.
and then it became,
don't choose the wrong course in university, if not you'll never be happy cause money is all that counts ain't it?
i don't deny that money is vital
but what more that money can't buy.
in the end, it's just a mere material satisfaction that's all.
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there is this stench of paint lingering in the house.
it's driving me mad- and switching on all the fans in the house just isn't helping that much.
at least it only took 6 days.
and so i'm off to eat my dinner.
might be having NIGHTS OUT with BEL today. :D
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i finally saw your back view.
and though it's just a back view
i still recognise that slouch
that emotionless posture
and that way of walking
stands out so.