hmm. so, seven things i can make public with no attempts of making one vulnerable.
well here goes:

1. i tend to contradict myself alot like in terms of behaviour(only)
i can appear all independent to some, yet when people view me as such, i tend to want a bit more attention, and just the freedom of being a little girl.
however i really cannot stand being too dependent or someone being too dependent on me. that's like a huge nono, and that's where the 'independent' nature in me shines.
2. i can sit(in a place i recognise as my own) and listen to the same soundtrack over and over again for more than 2 hours straight.
during this time, i just stone/think about life at present. i'm not called an escape artist for nothing- this is what i call solitude.
sadly, some can never understand/appreciate solitude.
3. my appetite has been constantly decreasing- it has been ages since i last felt properly hungry.
which isn't typical of me, as i used to have random cravings all the time.
4. i love to bake, try out new recipes, and making nice cakes+cookies+slices. BUT i do not like to eat them after baking. that's where the irony sets in. so usually, i can't bake, cause it'll be a waste of money+my rents can't exactly eat them all.
5. i like small hidey places. where people cannot really see me- that's where the freedom sets in.
6. i tend to be rather antisocial. depends on my mood.
7. different people and locations send out different vibes to me. i'm not the type that will try and adapt to a place or a group of people(when i do not feel comfortable) when there is no need to. why? because i don't see a need to.

so the above seven is for charis(:
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anyway, it has been a rather "busy" day compared to the last two weeks. driving lessons after work+late nights watching television is finally taking a toll on my physical self.
i find myself falling asleep almost everywhere i go.
and maybe that's why my appetite has been pretty bad.
ohyes, many people will be booking in tomorrow-friday. well all the best! :D
i'm already missing my sister though she has only left this morning. i guess it's only when she's here that people puts in the effort to come together again.
it has been a really long time. really.
counting down, it's another 34 days more to go!
pirates+harry is coming up SOON! :D that's a reason to look forward to may+july. HOHO.
shopping will be OUT until i feel like it again. same goes for the random cravings: they are all gone.
somehow, things have changed, but i guess i have to just tell myself that it's time to move on.
i don't want to pay to stay on for another ride round the carousel anymore.
it's time i tore the ticket into half.
ohyes.
it's time to find myself once again.