somehow i already knew, from the start,
how late i was.
in entering this realm.
moving on, however with a few strings attached.
maybe only one to be more exact.
if you ask me
i can tell you that in a worldly fashion
yes i do regret it.
the timing, the other party and the whole alphabets thing.
but if you ask me in a spiritual fashion
the answer would be no.
why?
simply because
i make mistakes.
i'm human afterall.
...

no more winding in and out or being left hanging out in the cold wind like those laundry.
no more having the wait or the endless digging of facts from you.
no more.
because i do not have much time left.
before the wrath sets in.