i'm glad that i did not miss the service today. it was the first time after so long, that i really really felt His presence. somehow i felt that the sermon today was directed to me. and from nowhere up came the verse "..is this not a branch snatched from the burning fire.." anyhow, i was in such a undescripable mood that i decided to just snack snack snack.

now, don't start thinking that it's NORMAL for me, cause the past few days i haven't been eating well- i could survive on one cup of coffee and a bowl of soup for the whole day, or just a small pack of chips and a cup of banana juice. yes. so something went wrong and i ate a pack of chips, a scoop of icecream, and 2 slices of the chocolate caramel slice that we baked yesterday. i should have realised that something was wrong when i went on a shopping spree after service. i bought $50 worth of accesories, 2 skirts, 1 top, and was most tempted to buy 2 pairs of heels.

and so now i'm feeling very guilty.
or does this sort of therapy really works?
hmmm.
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anyhow, grace is seriously thinking of mating hersheys with winter. LOL. though winter is so old, but i guess there's no harm in trying. but cross breeds may not turn out as nice looking. well who knows. errr. wonder how waikin will react. guess we'll just wait for the next council outing!:D
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i'm really looking forward to alot of things! :D funny how sometimes my schedule can just fill up, while sometimes there's just nothing to do.

1. services every sunday! :D
2. G12 conference. (though i have to approach sharon to help me register)
3. our weekly council outings!
4. going for practical driving lessons.
5. lunch with ming this wednesday(((:
6. a week at bali with the councilors!(:
7. and yes. that perfect picture imprinted in my head.

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somehow or other, i feel like i've surrendered everything. cause my heart feels light, and nothing in this world seems big enough to cause worry- yet i know that there's this part of me that i've been unwilling to let go. today pastor melvin asked us to shout out loud and proclaim, and i'm gonna do so, because what you proclaim yourself to be, will be what others perceive you to be!

dorinda is a disciple of Jesus love. (:
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victory is always illusional.
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