i remember a friend once told me that he only consider people as "friends" if he can tell them his problems. and hopefully, they'll be able to understand.
and if i adhere to this standard,


i guess i would have none.
because i am ridiculously ____.
...

because when i sit alone in my room in the wee hours,
i realise that there's no one really there.
because i've never actually allowed anyone in, in the first place.