i feel like such a fool ya know? like. i don't know howta say.
hmmm. nevermind.
anyhow the day out with chuah(: today was good.
i rarely have such outings where i can just feel comfortable whole day long.
dinner and TEA at marche and hong kong cafe was great! :D (what happened to lunch chuah!)
not afraid to be myself.
and so yes i shall tell myself you obviously owe me a grand treat.
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and oh yes settlers cafe with the councilors were fun! lol. taboo: guys vs girls.
girls totally own man! :D
oh and i bought a turtle ballon, temporarily named rainbow by clara, cause i thought it was really cute. like how random is that. lol. but yes. i hope you liked it(: anyhow, though it didn't work out the way i was hoping it would, but i still hope that the element of surprise was there. the number of miss calls in your phone must have reached 10.=/ erps.

happy birthday to MINGYI!(:
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and i made hazelnut icecream! :D lol! heyy it's nice okay. errr. at least i feel that its creamy and thick plus smooth enough.lol. not like those cheap ice cream whose texture feels more like ice than ice cream. hmmm okay. i'm so into baking. like if i never do get a job in future, i'll seriously consider going into baking industry. heh.
yeah i'm weird- i like to bake, but i don't like to eat. what's wrong with that.
slices next! oh yes and passionfruit.
i'm determined chuah! (: heh. (oh and i'll remember to take a picture of it for you :D)
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and so he walked me all the way in- something that HE always failed to do. somehow or other i feel so @#$%^&*! just thinking about it. URGH.
and so yes. i shan't let it bother me.
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APEX today was okay. the EMO guy was just plain WEIRD. LOL. actually i think both bernice and i think he's funny. plus that andrea guy. LOL. well you do meet funny characters every now and then. hmmm.

anyway, i realise that the total number was SIX not TEN. ohwell. it still felt like a ten.
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and i'm still waiting for something that will never come.
and though i think to myself that it's really the thought that counts, but then again, how much more what's in it.
and maybe i was so wrong to let myself into this situation in the first place.
and yet silly me does nothing but sit there, waiting for it to come back.