now's the time that i can't afford to falter.
but it's really amazing to realise tt
pple arnd aren't tt observant afterall.
all i can do is just laugh it over
maybe, and only maybe, i'll feel better after tt.

i shd learn to treasure it more.
excess production doesnt necessarily mean a gd thing.
wait, what am i talking about.
its never a gd thing.

at least back then, i had both my arms and a leg supported
but now, im struggling to keep afloat by myself.
still, i wld rather not have tt back then,
then to lose it all over.

it sure made me stronger.