it really amazes me as to how easily one can be forgotten.
i cant pretend and say it doesn't hurt.
but then again, its hard to tell when one really cares.
her actions, THEIR actions
have finally taken a toil on my fragile heart.
...

just the sound of his voice
makes me fall head over heels
once more.
and not only that, but the expression of his eyes
and his shaggy hair
coupled with how he makes me feel,
i find myself sinking only deeper.
...

you ask me:
so how do you want me understand?
i can only tell you.
im still struggling to find the keys.
...

and if you could only touch what's inside,
to find only coldness.
so cold.
so cold.