i don't know what exactly happened.
it just seem to swell up, immensely, from within.
i just felt sick and tired of-
of everything around me.
including all the insane laughter
which was so uncalled for.
leaving me all alone to wallow in self pity
of the company i was keeping.
ha.
okay maybe not THAT alone.
somehow or other-
i felt that someone, somehow,
wasn't taking it any better then i was.
and LUCKILY for that call
if not i might have just lost my temper
yet again.
it isn't often that such a feeling well up in me.
in fact, i am proud to say that
it has only happened twice
of course with the exception
when i was already put off by other things.
but then again
...

i needed to suck up the whole opinionated din.