it dawned upon me that most of us are very blessed, in one way or another. in most situations, the depending factor is ourselves. it really depends on how we choose to look at things that determines whether or not we see ourselves as blessed.

like me- i used to think that there are so many things lacking in my life. down to my family, my siblings, and even myself. i don't know what made me vindicated, but looking at my family now, i think of how fortunate i am to have such parents, and siblings.

certain things that i blame my parents for in the past, seems so silly now. though the problems still exists, but somehow or other, bothn parties have come to learn to brace it and accept it.

for the past 1 month, i became very much more involved with the things going on in the family. i got to understand and hear for myself the problems that my family members come across. it set me thinking- compared to theirs, my life is somehow much less troubled.
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after reading through what i just typed, just one thought-
that was a rather random post by me.