i seriously feel that i'm screwed for common tests next week. =/ ah sigh. i don't know why, but everytime i get down to memorising my bio notes, things will go well for the 1st 40 minutes or so, and then after that, i'll drift off to sleep, and wake up feeling all the more tired. ah sigh. i don't know if it's really because i'm that tired, or is the notes really that sleep inducing. and now, here i am online typing this when i'm suppose to be studying. can't wait for cts to be over. first it was SPA and now it's this. and there's many more to come this year. just to prepare myself for the a levels. blah.sometimes i really wonder, i'm putting myself through all these, will it eventually help me get into the course that i want to study? ...speaking of common tests- the end of cts marks the end of week 9, which also means that term 1 is ending. well, i'm glad that it's coming to an end. and i'll be even happier when april is over. it's been such a trying period, battling against what the selfish me wants, and what is deem as reasonable and understanding. and there's church, which a part of me totally feel like attending, another part wanting to wait for after the alevels, plus another which is _. i know it's only good that i attend so that i'll grow spiritually more mature, but there are so many factors at play. ...i can't wait to stop tuition. it's a waste of time, but knowing how ill-discipline i am, ah sigh. well all in all, i can't wait for jc days to be over. many says that jc is the time where you'll really enjoy yourself. no doubt that's true, but it can also be a period which you can't wait to get out of.end of jc days will mark the start of a lot of new things.one thing i know for sure i want to learn: driving. :Di can't wait for christmas family holiday too. it's been such a long time since my whole family's been together just to have fun. ...so i'll keep telling myself: everything's going to be over soon.