did i see the truth?through all my lies.yes i didyes i knew.it just, so hard trying to pretendthat i didn't see anything or hear anything....i look at youand into those eyesi saw a longing-looked away.randomness, raced through my mind....what am i feeling i don't knowall i know is thatshe's lost inside....and why does it matter so much that it was you who said itor is it the same for anyonedoes it really matter anymore....it's hard to just say "it doesn't matter"when in actual fact,you do care.do you?if so, why didn't you tell me earlier.are you going to now?will there be regrets.will you?...i guess it's time i runfar far awayfind comfort in painall pleasures the sameit just keeps me from troublei've heard what they saybut i'm not in for troublei'd rather keep to myselfall my jumbled up thoughts....she's feeling lostconfusedconfunded....it's more then just wordsit's just tears and rain.
