i can't believe that it's october already. october has always been uhh. a not very nice month to began with. really. since young, octobers always spelt e-x-a-m-s, plus every year CHINESE paper will fall on what was once known as a special day. well it's no longer special anymore.

for those who don't know, i'm prone to slipping into depression on that very day. there's a reason behind me liking eeyore, he and his depressing theories of life, all of which i shared.

i suddenly have this urge to run back to nanyang, lie down at the outdoor basketball court and sleep there. the view there is amazing. the night view. i saw my first falling star from there(: it was pretty. i miss guides camp. weijie, amelia, panny, lowly, chieh. gosh i miss you guys so so much. in a way, you can say i'm feeling nostalgy. miss ming too.): and the funniest of all, i do miss ms ng. miss working with her, having her to guide me etc.

guides has shaped me and my whole life.

anyway, back to exams. boo. i think i'm pronouced dead. lol. and i'm still slacking online here. hohoho. was doing maths promo papers, and i almost fainted trying to finish the 2003 paper. blah. can't wait to get exams over and done with! 5 more days!((:
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you're beautiful(: