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ohmygosh. lol. phoon's previous entry was one hell of a kind. x) i guess he expressed the exact same sentiments i feel, sometimes. promos are freaking near and i'm not feeling any stress. that's bad.

i can't express what i want to say in words. how i feel. what i think. the gratitude that i felt, well is that all? the loss of something ever since i entered into this school. always wanted to be back there, being who i am, doing what i feel is right, and saying what i feel.

ignoring the people around me, fearless and confident. stuck in the same predicament, over and over again. but this time round, it's better. feeling ashamed and digusted with the way things are now. just lead the pack and not give a hoot about anything else. can't do it.

no you can. it's in you, all along. just forget the whole image thing for once. please.

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it's in me, all along.
it's me.