i'm in a state of predicament. and i have this sudden urge to want to see you. though that's highly impossible. been feeling very uhhh the whole day- it's a wonder how i survived orchard in this mood. even hanging out with huilin and sonia wasn't as fun. something seems to be weighing heavily on all three of our minds. there wasn't much sharing. wasn't much laughter. wasn't much hanging around. went home at 9.27pm. a new record that we set for ourselves- earliest time we parted.
don't know what's wrong. neither does she.
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there's so many things that i wish would happen. but i know it's almost impossible to even think they'll ever become reality. yet i'm still pining for more. the irony of it all. the extent that i'm going to ensure that everything's perfect is appallable. the questions that set me thinking for a really long while are laughable. sometimes i don't even understand myself.
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on a lighter note, the longest yard is a must catch(: it's freaking hilarious. i shall go watch again, well provided i can find someone who wants to go. that shouldn't be a problem actually. and phoon was being MEAN today. x) you are, just admit it. hoho. but he's great fun to hang out with(: anyway the three of us, xunai, phoon and me, were hanging out and chatting after the movie. we started talking about studying and moved on to what we wanna be when we grew up, and how uncertain our futures seem. and in the end, the three of us were just going "i don't even know what i want to be when i grow up. why am i even studying now." that's really funny. cause we stood more then half an hour next to the escalator in cine and chatted for more then half an hour over something we can't figure out.
sentence of the day, from phoon: eeyore is really cute. but pooh sux. pooh is downright ugly.
i shan't be mean and agree, but eeyore is really cute(: and i don't really like pooh. hohoho.