i wish i could surrender my soul
shed the clothes that become my skin
see a liar that burns within my needing.
how i wish i'd chosen darkness from cold.
how i wish i'd screamed out loud
instead i've found no meaning.
i guess it's time i run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,
all pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble.
hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
i've heard what they say, but i'm not here for trouble.
it's more than just words:
it's just tears and rain.
i wish i could walk through the doors of my mind
hold memory close at hand
help me understand the years.
i wish i could choose between heaven and hell.
i wish i would save my soul.
i'm so cold from fear.
tears and rain- james blunt.
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there's just so much to do for sdd. have to stop slacking. sigh. have been sort of ignoring it for quite some time. lol. oh well. meeting tomorrow after school! and i have a bad feeling that alvin called for exco meeting too. -.- i realised there's always exco meetings when there's sdd meetings, stop stealing my 2 exco attaches can? lol. then he'll get back to saying i'm taking advantage of him again. yeah right. people out there will agree it's the other way round. hohoho. =ptomorrow's last day of school! very very tempted to pon. but then again i can't. BLAH. did quite badly for my chemistry lecture test. lol. can you believe that lau actually complained to chia about us during chemistry tutorial? dots. okay. to be fair, i reckon we are a tad bit too harsh on him. especially phoon. haiyo, stop being so obsessed with him lah phoon. lol. my brother's handphone is blinking and blinking away. and from the corner of my eye, it's getting really irritating. -.- okay that's not the point.it's pouring. and dory's tired. it's a stay-in-for-the-rest-of-the-day day again(: shan't fall asleep again. shall err. try and be constructive. though i doubt i'll get any work done. AH. cannot cannot! have to start mugging. promised to get A for chemistry and maths. hoho. better work hard for it then. sigh. the best part is, i don't even feel stress over the pile of work that i need to do, even though i know i don't have much time to complete them. =/ wonders of dorinda.(:
