you know, i find it extremely hard to say how i feel or what i feel like saying in front of everyone in class. well, maybe it's just cause you're around. and what the. yes i don't trust you. maybe it's wrong for me to say so, but from all the things that you've done, you don't appear to me to be a trustworthy person at all. and you know it. i hate it when people act as if they are okay with you, but behind your back they start spouting all the bad stuff about you. what the shit. can't you just get a life and say it in front of whoever you wanna bad-mouth? at least if you do wanna gossip behind-the-back, then stop acting as if you're okay with that person when he/she is around. i'm sorry but my respect for you is an utter zero.

to enjie: strangely enough, that particular paragraph right up there *points* don't refer to you.
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i need a break from my life.
God i surrender my life to You, and renewing that surrender is the only thing that's keeping me going right now.