would you dance, if i asked you to dance
would you run and never look back
would you cry if you saw me crying
would you save my soul tonight
would you tremble, if i touched your lips
would you laugh, oh please tell me this
now wuold you die, for the one you love
hold me in your arms tonight.
i can be your hero baby
i can kiss away the pain
i will stand by you forever
you can take my breath away.
would you swear, that you'll always be mine
would you lie, would you run and hide
am i in too deep, have i lost my mind
i don't care you're here tonight.
i just want to hold you.
you can take my breath away
i can be your hero.
-applause-
that's the only song that i can play
and sing on the guitar.
i remembered the first time
i heard you play it for me
over the phone, it still threw me off my feet.
sweet.
...
i'm amused with mom's new obsession- crystals.
she bought so many of them,
and decorated the living room downstairs.
they're pretty.
...
i hate it that the weather's so unpredictable
but yet again, i love it cause it's unpredictable.
irony.
...
i want my future boyfriend to be
able to read me like a book.
now that's hard.
and i'm not kidding.
ohwell. such a person doesn't exist at all.
...
a bad girl
trying hard to change herself.
what's the point
when she can't even be herself.
running wild
she's trying to keep herself tame
it's just so
difficult.
...
i don't need anyone to tell me
what i gotta do about my destiny.
so tired.
of people telling me to be someone else
but me.
...
night life.
that's what i want.
what i long for.
and sleep my ass away in the morning.
where you can dance your heart out
and everyone won't stare.
...
i'm irritated.
annoyed.
pissed off.
yes things are going bad
but for heaven's sake
don't look at me with eyes of pity
like there's nothing i can do about it.
and even if so.
urgh. nevermind.
...
i'm tired of having to tell you
over and over again.
and i'm tired of having you asking me
over and over again.
fed up.
...
i hate it when i'm expected
to do this
and that.
i hate it when i have to talk to
someone who's feeling so blah.
even more so when i was already
in a bad mood.
guess what.
you're not the only one who's feeling horrible
just that you never guessed
what a clown i am.
...
i built this invisible wall around me
shut out from this world
i find me.
...
if i were truely to be myself
you won't even know me.
