is such a
complete waste
of time.
could have done something more
constructive.
...
work piling up
on me
suffocating.
racing against time
once again.
...
trying hard to remind myself.
but sometimes
it just so
difficult.
...
yes i miss you too.
we'll catch up soon(:
one day.
i promise.
please take care
even more so
when we're not there.
you know, in that physical aspect.
...
sdd
chemistry
physics
mathematics.
equals
insanity.
...
had a horrid horrid dream last night.
fear overcame fatique
woke up
didn't dare to shut my eyes
and for a very long time
i just stared at snippets of
black
and
white.
...
it's just tears and rain.
and the reason is you.