if you're not the one by danniel beddingfield.

that song is one of my favourite songs(: and even more so after you came up to me with 2 earplugs, and after inserting them into my ears, pressed the play button and on came this song.(:
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have been feeling kinda stoney and clammy the past few days. my mind's always in a blank, other then that it'd be at work. don't know why, but my heart and mind have finally settled down to do work like tutorials and project work. "play" is kinda out of the dictionary right now- sigh. is that good or bad? lol. it's good i guess. at least i'm paying more attention to my studies, and i need to push my adhoc and even myself a bit more as it's progressing so slowly. -.- gosh.

the year2s should learn to complain less and be more appreciative. seriously. maybe we should break the tradition and allow any volunteery group of year 2s organise their own sdd. then they'll know how tough it is to please everyone. dots. anyhow i'm not gonna care about whatever any year 2 say [cause all the comments are most probably not gonna constructive] and just organise the sdd in a way the adhoc feels best. who says we don't welcome useful feedbacks?! we do. just that no one actually bothers to empathise the plight that we year1s are in- doing everything, trying to shut the mouths of everyone. so just shut your pie hole, really. if you don't want to go, then don't go. no one's forcing you to.

sorry. but i'm currently feeling very disgruntled about the year 2s. i hope that next year my batch won't be such a bunch of pampered, spoilt, wants everything but don't consider anything, uncooperative seniors. you know, if they were to cooperate for once, and manage to fill their tables to 12 people, then we'll be able to lower the price to $80, but then again, i don't think they'll do it? since they're so like err. nevermind.

if you're a year2 reading this then please take note: if you think that the price of $90 is sky high, then please try and find a single hotel which is offering a price of less then $75 for food only. and oh do tell the adhoc, if not how the hell would we know? thank you. oh by the way, stop freaking asking us how much the ticket price is. can't you for heaven's sake tell that we're trying to get monetary sponsorship so you unappreciative people don't have to pay so much?!

sometimes i wonder why we're doing so much for a bunch of un-deserving people.
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whatever. shan't let them ruin my mood. hohoho.
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i can tell- from your face, how you're feeling. please don't hesitate in telling me how you feel at any point of time, cause i can feel it if something's not right. my feelings aren't that important you know. just spill.(:

i got alot of things i wanna tell you- but i don't know just how to get about telling you. hmm. so i shan't(:
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thank you, for you.(: