i feel myself slipping away. which definitely isn't a good thing. and i'm getting confused. but i'm not supposed to be confused. =/ it sounds so stupid. like just set your heart on something and hold on tight to it. i'm sure you can do it just fine. yeah right.

i miss seeing you every single day in school. and hearing that smile and voice of yours. i just want to stand by you for now til forever. i got angry with a friend of mine today cause she dissed you. lol. i sounded so dumb. and i looked stupid when i did so. sometimes i feel it was all for nothing at all. sigh. ):
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would you believe me if i say that we're just friends?! close friends(: will you feel the same too?
please say you do too.