went for under no roof today. it was- tiring. feeling shagged [as eddie will put it] lol. actually i think i was just feeling lethargic. like, it doesn't help that i slept only for 4 hours/less the night before. okay i should quit complaining [phoon! you should learn that from me! =D hiak.lol] cause i bet everyone else only slept that amount of time too. blah.): anyway, my partner for facilitating was eddie- someone from housecom. anyway i think eddie's a nice guy. but. there's always a catch huh. but. i think most probably he thinks i'm weird.=/ like. even xunai says she feels that i'm eccentric.-.- if your very good friend come up to you one day and just tell you that, then you'll know she ain't kidding. =/ blah. anyway shall write down some parts of eddie's and my conversation. lol. then you'll most probably understand why he thinks i'm weird.-.- sheesh.whatever.

after introducing ourselves, and knowing each other CCAs and stuff:

me: [being me. i hate awkward silences.and being with eddie brings about alot of awkward silences.-.-]

"erm. is kayak screwed?"

eddie: "huh? #looks appalled# why you suddenly ask me that?"

me: "erm i don't know? just asking lah." [which was perfectly true.since all i wanted to do was break the silence.-.-]

...

let's go on to the next instance.

...

me: [during another bolt of silence] "eddie. are you hot tempered?" lol. don't ask me why i asked that question, it was based on intuition lah. and you know i'm very intuititve. relies a hell lot on it, and yes i feel stuff that sometimes i shouldn't cause it isn't so good to know so much.=/

eddie: #looks very shocked# "what is that suppose to mean?"

me: "huh? it's just a question what. i mean, like just asking?"

eddie: #still looking very shocked# "you know what? i think you ask very weird questions." lol.gosh.-.-blah.

me: "huh very weird mehh. just asking only what."

eddie: "issit cause you feel that sc is screwed that's why you ask me whether kayak is screwed? so likewise, you feel that you're hot tempered, that's why you ask me whether i'm hot tempered?" -.-

me: "erm. no? i didn't imply anything. just asking a random question?"

eddie: "oh. okay."

-silence-

me: "so, erm. are you hot tempered?" LOL. i hate silences. gah. -.-

eddie: "erm. yah actually i am. to people that i'm close to lah."

me: "oh hmm okay."

-silence-

eddie: "so. are you hot tempered?"

me: "huh?"

eddie: "since you ask me so i ask you back loh"

me: "oh okay. erm. it depends lah. on the situation."
eddie: "so you are lah."
me: "errm. yah. it depends lah. like if i feel that the situation requires discipline but lacks it then i'll be impatient and lose my temper or something?"
eddie: "hmmm okay."

-silence-

me: "eddie. i think you're a very quiet person...."

eddie: [before i could finish] ha! if you tell that to someone i know, he'll most probably tell you i'm irritating."

me: "erm i was about to say that you're very quiet with people you don't know. and erm. yah very extroverted when it comes to people you actually know."

eddie: "yah yah. how you know ahr."

me: "-laughs-"

...

next instance.

...

me: "so how long have you been in singapore? 6 years?"

eddie: "erm 4."

me: "oh. so it's your 4th year here lah. so how do you find singapore? do you miss malaysia?"

eddie: "it depends lah. like singapore is a nice place to live in and stuff, but when you feel like relaxing you should stay in malaysia, cause malaysia is more laid back while singapore, the pressure is very great."

me: "uh huh. so you're more of the laid back type lah."

eddie: "no! i mean it's like both countries have their goods and bads. haiyah i don't know how to explain. erm.."

me: "it's alright. i understand how you feel."

eddie: "huh? how you understand when i havent even said anything?"

me: "erm you mean like when you're in malaysia, and when you have so much free time, you're not used to it and wished you were in singapore where your schedule was more packed right? and vice versa in singapore."

eddie: "yah! ehh how you know ahr."

...

as in asking seriously, serious tone and stuff:

me: "am i mean?"

nicholas:[without hesitation] "no. of course not. you're anything but mean"

that sentence made my day. really it did.(:

nich owns.((: