ming! boo. gosh you made me feel so guilty today): blah. okok. i'm so so sorry dear. don't worry about your hair k, i'm sure it'll be fine by monday! *hopefully* ehh even if it isn't, you're still loved by me((: hehehe. #hugs# don't stare at the mirror too much, it won't make your hair grow back!! lol.

anyway. i'm darn proud of myself today! woooots. i know i only completed 3 chapters of biology, 1 chapter of chemistry and none for physics): BUT. i managed to drag my ass out of bed at 7.50am in the morning to start work.-.- after having breakfast with my mom though(: it's a feat for someone who has been sleeping at 4+-5am every night [?!] lol..and waking up only at 3pm the next morning?! lol. what a screwed up bio clock. sigh. oh well. i shall sacrifice physics and leave it until the last. bahh. shiong wei is so gonna slaughter me for this. =/ then again, if i fail that one subject, i'll most probably face suspension from council work. urgh. freaking system. like what the hell. okayy. actually it's my fault that i'm not gonna do well)): ahhhh. blah.

will finish biology by tomorrow.
no wait. it's already tomorrow. today then. -.-
anndd. finish all the past year papers for chemistry.
yayy. i'm sure you can do it dorinda!
hiak. how positive.-.-

i'm currently staring at this white screen in front of me, seeing black dots appearing out of no where. andd. my photosynthesis notes of page 1 is sitting right there staring at me right in the face.-.- bah. anyway. i need to go school tomorrow to help move chairs to the hall for the j2s. why can't they move their own chairs and tables.-.--- okay i'm whining. but seriously! i guess all of us need the time to study man): nevermind, soccer guys and hockey people are helping out tomorrow! so hopefully we'll be able to get the job done faster(: then i can study, in school where there's no distractions whatsoever. i was right- i study better in a fastfood restaurant then at home. cause home's where all the distractions are! =/ the tv.the computer. the bed. sheesh.

only good point about tomorrow is that soccer guys will be helping((: lol. i'm not gonna say anything.-.- hehe. anyway this world is really small. or maybe it's just singapore. it's like, everyone is related to everyone. gosh. i just found out that someone, whom i would never expect, is actually staying just one street away from me((: hehe. nevermind, it's not too late that i found out. HIAK. x)
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anyway this other half of the entry goes out to one very special person(:

bring us back to the past one year
dated the day i always feared.
when everything seemed so wrong
and every chord i played don't seem to fit that song.
the tears fell down
and that's when you came around
to try and set things right
and made my life once more bright.

to you i always looked for
a shoulder to cry on
a hug so warm and tightly bound
goodnight messages for me to sleep so sweetly sound.
a song played just for me on the guitar
and wishes made upon that falling star

to that one person who's smile always shines
oh gosh, the world must be blind
to not see that side of you so pure
and yet all the 'sufferings' you have to endure

and so i wanna say to you dear guardian angel of mine
please do stay strong and stay fine.
if not i too have a shoulder or two
for you to cry on during the blues
a hug that's forever waiting
and a prayer whispered softly for the blessings
of a hero that i don't see everyday
but hey, even so there's always a way

my phone's on 24/7
my house is let's say eleven?
busstops down the road
just dial the number, it doesn't require a code-
91812679
it's alright if you just want to whine.

and i'm missing you so):