i went SHOPPING with mom and then sonia and huilin today!(: gosh shopping rawkks! lol((: you guys won't believe if i listed out what i bought today. feeling kinda guilty actually but oh well, shall list anyway. >.<

1) a white top from armani exchange(:
2) 2 tops and 1 bottoms from women's secret(:
3) 1 pair of converse shoes(:
4) 1 top from zara(:
5) 1 top from lver(:

lol. okayy..thats about it. to round it off..i spent like around $300 today.=/ that's bad. i wonder how i'll ever get down to supporting myself. LOL. i should just marry a rich guy and be a tai tai. hiak.(: maybe i won't even get married at all. lol. maybe i'll be the top notch of some company and be able to support myself and get all the clothes i ever want. hiak.(: i'm day dreaming. please ignore. hahaha. .>.< nyehh.

anyway i'm so in my shopping mood. spending spending spending. not splurging. that's different! hehe. cause i only splurge when i'm annoyed! but i'm really satisfied with today's shopping cause well, i'm certain i won't like not wear those stuff i bought in the next few years to come. [unless i grow too fat or something =/] haha..and no i won't spend money on TSHIRTs and stuff like board shorts or what so ever. cause i'm sure in time to come, i won't wear them anymore. blah. anyway yes yes back to shopping. hahaha.haiyoh. anyway great to spend time with huilin and sonia again! it's not like i don't get to see sonia EVERYDAY or something, but it's like i never get to see her enough((: lol. all the more for huilin who isn't in the same school as us.=( bleah. and it's really great to have one of them in school with me..at least i know that i'm not judged when i'm with them. i can fully be myself.(:

today when dad drove me home, he asked me why i didn't get anything for him to eat(: hahaha. i asked him i didn't know that he would like something to eat. then he said next time you come home you must buy something back for me to eat. and i definitely will dad(: i love this kind of car talks with my dad. it's always so nice and comfortable. the kind that you actually hope that the car journey won't end.((: lol. i love my dad(:

i'm currently in a very difficult position right now.=/ question is: should i forgo OBS next week and just study?! ahh gosh. talked to shikin online tonight and she told me that mr chew passed her this list of SCs whom teachers have complained about about their studies..andd i'm sure i'm on that particular list. it doesn't really help if you failed all 3 lecture tests right? oh well. but it really was because i didn't had the time to study.=/ i don't know. i know i badly need the time. but i just can't drop out just like that. i mean, i signed up for it in the first place, and now i wanna drop? even though i know there are people who are actually waiting and praying that someone will.-.- ahh gosh. -headache- i'll call mr goh about it. meanwhile i'm waiting for his reply..=/ but i have a badd feeling that he's currently asleep. -.- sheesh.

sighh. oh well. i think i will just go and wait in my bedroom): sigh. ohwell. meanwhile i'm missing you so much that you don't even know that i do. actually you don't even know anything at all. sigh. tell me what do i have to do to actually let you know? or maybe i shouldn't even do so in the first place, even though i know that there are people in line and willing to help me tell you. LOL. i'm sure lah. dots.

dory is a splurge.bleah.hiak.(: