the holidays have been officially over for me like since last saturday.): blah. it wasn't exactly a great one, but it wasn't too bad, with a pinch of salt that's it. been spending alot of time with sonia and huilin during the holidays, which isn't exactly a bad thing. hehe. also with charis and charlene due to sdd. abit of the o5s15 shit gang. lol. abit with my guides mates(: and due to the bbq that was non-existent,none with 404.blah.

we went sentosa last friday. [finally!] was praying badly that it won't rain and that the weather would be good. well, it didn't rain, but there wasn't much of a sun. blah. basically we were just lazing around on the beach, cause it was not hot enough to get into the water, and apparently the three of us had alot on our minds. we started talking about life. urgh. just starting on this topic again makes me feel sick. all we concluded is that man created all the stupid systems of education etc to make man's life difficult. such irony. oh well. anyway, photos!!((:


my 2 dears((: love them to bits. x) taken on the bus to sentosa. lol. i think this photo is very very very cute. especially the two of them. lol. side note: sonia, no!, you don't look weird! take that sentence off your blog((: heh.


3 monkey faces!(: lol. this time on the beach!


i don't mind spending every day out on your corner in the pouring rain for you twon((:


the genius family!((: lol. don't ask me how this name came about, yvonne thought of it! lol. 3 years have passed and we're all in different schools, even yvonne's in the university already! but we're still strong.(:
life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get. but when i met them, i know i got the sweetest box.(:


my cousin daniel!!((: ahhh! i think he's damn adorable. gosh. love kids x) hehe. i love all my baby cousins.


this is my brother, victor! hehe.he owns.(: i stumbled upon this photo in the computer. its real okay people. he's strong. lol. like how many people do you know can lift and swing themselves around a pole?! lol.

alright enough with photos.
right now i need to get back to studying biology! ahhh. blah.
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i don't know how i'm feeling about the situation right now. relieved? maybe. all i know is that you left me stuck as to where i'm standing. i don't dare to take that step forward, fearing what it might lead to, and i know i won't be able to take the step backwards. why can't i just stay still forever?! that's not too much to ask for right?! i hate to admit it that sonia's right. nevermind. i'll try again and bury my head in that stupid pile of biology notes.

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i know i stand in line until you think you have the time to spend an evening with me. and if we go some place to dance, i know that there's a chance you won't be leaving with me. and afterwards we drop into a quiet little place to have a drink or two. and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like 'i love you' i can see it in your eyes that you still despise the same old line you heard the night beore. and though it's just a line to you, for me its true it never seem so right before. i practise everyday to find some clever lines to say to make the meaning come true. and then i think i'll wait until the evening and when i'm alone with you. the time is right, your perfume fills my head, the stars get red and the night's so blue. and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i love you.
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and i see you, surrounded by many. it's no wonder you don't notice me. the insignificant me. but that's alright. i'll stand in that one corner and wait until that day you do. i will.