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my ears detected the sound of the saxaphone.
it was a beautiful melody. soothing yet depressing.
i closed my eyes and let the soft notes wash over me.
i'm starting to find it hard to breathe.
and suddenly something snapped in me.
i opened my eyes to stop the painful truth from coming back.
but i was too late.
i am always too late.
...
that's why you go away.
you're the one who set it up.
and now you're the one to make it stop.
love is one big illusion.
i should try to forget..
but there is something left in my head.
and i'm not the one your heart is searching for.
yes i know.
you left me hanging in the middle of nowhere.
...
the truth is so hurtful.
i would rather not know.
but you had to tell me.
i hate you.
but then again,you never knew.
...
remembered i mentioned that something snapped.
it was my sanity.
...
yes.you drove me crazy.