ahh okay. i shall blog for the sake of changing the previous entry..cause the results are all out! I CAN STAY IN VJC! wooooots!(: that's perhaps the only thing i can be happy about. oh well. i don't know. i don't exactly feel very happy about my results, but i shall just accept it as it's God's grace that i can even stay in the first place..yeah. okay. maybe i just need sometime to slip out of my antisocial tendancies..i think i have been pmsing the whole week.-.- urgh. let's see, i think i greatly annoy myself when i start pmsing. hmmm. don't believe?

just last sunday,i went marche with my classmates and senior class.i was annoyed with particularly nothing- i'm pmsing. i'm sure i'm pmsing. =/ ahh. right. and i wasn't particularly hungry.okay actually the fact was that i wasn't hungry at all- i didn't had any appetite. [i realise that pmses and sickness don't go well together. ): it results in dorinda having no appetite at all, which is something rare.] but being annoyed, i decided to continue annoying myself. [people who know me knows that i'm annoyed when i start splurging all the money i have] okay. so i went around ordering rosti and calamari.i knew i couldn't finish even a rosti,but who cares. greg was nice enough to offer sharing the rosti with me.(: okay..so i started on my food.i ate barely half the rosti and less then 10 pieces of calamari.=/ and i was full. best. so greg finished the rosti and helped to finish the calamari together with the help of other people sitting around me.heh.thanks guys.but the annoyance didn't end here.i decided to annoy myself further and went to order icecream crepes!so once again,i ate less then half and left the plate there.[ehh at least i finished the mangoes!] so in the end,my bill total up to $33.50 while i ate only less then $15 worth. see, this is how i annoy myself when i'm pmsing. ahhhh. i feel weird. =/ sigh.

okayy.enough about the pmsy stuff..=/ hmm.today i went back to school in the morning [7.15am] sheeeshhh.i still can't believe that they asked us to go back like so early in the morning just to collect our nominees results.=/ hmmm.okay..so we were all seated in LT3 and santosh called out the names.i got through.but once again, i don't exactly feel elated by it. [okay maybe i'm still pmsing? hmmmm.] and i wasn't happy at all cause i didn't hear one name that i desperately hope to hear. =/ so yup.

and today,i went to like so many places trying to apply my singpass. don't ask me why man.this is like so damn irritating lah. at first i went down to singpost, and they told me that singpost cease to offer singpass application services from today onwards.-.- like what the. the internet didn't state that singpost would cease to offer the service lahh..it just states that online application ceases today.-.- so the nice women behind the counter told me to go to the community centres.and when i asked her whether yio chu kan community club can, she just said, "oh i can only tell you the email.you have to go and check the computer' like what the.she has that bloody list of names of CCs offering such services lah.and she doesn't wanna tell me? urgh.so i went to yck cc and guess what? THEY DON'T OFFER SUCH SERVICES. best. so now i'm here. i have to wait til my mom to fetch my brother to school before sending me down to toa payoh to apply. sickening. eeyer. i hate singpass. it got rejected online due to a stupid ","..and now i'm doing all these running about for it. =/

but it's definitely God's mercy and grace that i get to stay in VJC, and get to get into SC. actually it's something that i have been hoping for- but when i get it, i don't really feel so happy? why ahr.

human beings are so weird.

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i feel bad. i think greg is falling sick after sharing the rosti with me.=/
get well soon kaiex.(:

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ahh.i need to get well soon too myself!