EVERYONE WHO'S HERE LOOKING AT THIS, MUST MUST MUST !!!! STAY IN THIS PAGE FOR AT LEAST 6 mins kaiex!! then you'll hear something very very very very nice!(: i promise that it will be very very very very nice! so must stay here for 6 mins! [can time if you want] hee.

*oh by the way, i updated this top part of the entry this morning! amanda gave me the last line of the first paragraph.(: so now the lyrics is completed! hee.(:

the new lyrics up on the left side #points# is proudly presented to you [whoever's reading this now] by me! so i can proudly say that that song #points at lyrics again# is my favourite song written, composed and sung by my angel(: - amanda. i have to apologise because i didn't type out the last sentence of the first paragraph since i couldn't catch what she was singing no matter how hard i tried. ): and dear,i'm so sorry if the lyrics are wrong..=/ at least that's what i caught by listening to it. oops.

she's sooo talented! woooots!(: and she's sweet. my other favourite song that she covered is titled [the lion sleeps tonight] please do go this website and download it!(: hee..hey dear, i'm sorry,but i can't help but share this nice song with friends out there.(: hee.

the website is: http://fored.dmusic.com/#185251 must go kaiex!(: download "the lion sleeps tonight version 2".

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okay so i'm back from malaysia. throughout the whole journey there i was blinded by my own self deception that maybe. most probably. perhaps. hopefully. saturday won't come afterall.=/ with all the fun i was having [playing mahjong] and of course seeing all my relatives again, i didn't exactly want to go back to singapore. but then again, i badly missed having a handphone that HAS reception with me. face it dorinda- you were deprived. =/ urgh. it's a bad feeling...and i don't enjoy it at all. grr.

right. so now i'm slapped right back to reality- that saturday is here.

actually i just realised that saturday was yesterday?..anyway nevermind.

all i have to say is that saturday uncovered the truth for me. no.he wasn't there. i'm feeling quite...#shruG# don't really know how to describe how i feel. all my feelings and emotions all tangled up in a mess...and i just can't seem to find the end of the string. =/

i'm feeling tired. emotionally and mentally. but spiritually- i'm charged.(:

i hate it when i'm facing all the uncertainties..well that's me. i'm dorinda. i don't really feel comfortable with uncertainties..though life is just filled with them. hmm. sometimes i don't understand why i'm here...

maybe i'm better off dead.

maybe.

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where are you?

i searched all over for you..and until now, i still can't find you. ): miss you charles.