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chinese new year is here! will be going to malaysia, as usual, and as a result, i'll be missing cross country. hmm. don't know whether that is good or bad. #shrugx# anyway, we had mass dance today! it was the best part of the whole performance.(: hee..then after that went back to nanyang, and saw alot of people that i haven't seen for a long long time! and we did YO VJC cheer for like over 10 times in nanyang to different people. haa. we were promoting vj to nanyang. oh well, can't help it. vjc rawwwks.(:

then went j8 with chieh, lowly and amelia tan. amelia and i bought this pink wrist band together..similar ones. really cool.shall put it proudly on my bag.(: and we saw this tshirt that has 3 words printed on it. namely: gee.oh.dee [go figure out what it means(:]oh and i bought a pair of star-shaped earrings from bits and pieces yesterday. it's my favourite pair of earrings that i've been wanting to get for a long time! but it cost so much. $18. ahh. but since yesterday i was really annoyed- which got me into the splurging mood, i busted $18 on a pair of earrings loh. and i don't regret it.(: proudly wearing it now.(: hee...

campaigning so far has been okay.(: it was made okay because my class rawks. everyone helped in a way or another- by helping to wear the tags! hee..never thought my class would have been so supportive. anyway shall mention a few special people that made everything so smoothsailing for me!

ian
stella
lionel
desmond
liling
chan
for helping with the banner(:

zeya
benjamin
jimmy
nicholas
err. i can't remember the rest. sorry!
for helping me to hang the banner up in the canteen! they thought of that strategised location.(: now everyone can see it! heh.

chuah
and my mom.(:
for coming all the way to my house to help me with the tags on sunday! ahh!
thanks sooo much! now everyone is wearing them(: hee..

yup. those were the people.(: i can't say i'm very confident about the elections. in fact, i'm not. haa. better to prepare myself for the worse. yup. but shall just leave it to God.(: i'll do the work and He takes care of everything else.

i havent been going to church for the past 3 weeks. i feel irritated and disgusted with myself. nevermind. it's never too late to repent. i will go this week. i promise. but i have been faithfully doing my quiet time everynight. yup.(: and been praying.

had to pray. alot of things happening around me are complicating the way i feel and think. and it's really annoying sometimes. urgh. hmm. shall let fate decide. xunai and amelia will know why and how.

can't wait for this saturday. but on the otherhand, i don't want saturday to come so quickly.

i think i'm sinking in too deep.

the truth isn't always the best thing. i stand by what i said- ignorance is bliss.

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did i mention that i hate it when people lie to me? well, i do.

period. no excuse.

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i'm confused. ):