i've been coming home at 11+ pm everyday since monday. and i've been only sleeping at 1+-2am every morning since monday.

i'm feeling very tired now.

and i don't know why i'm still here typing this.

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dorinda has always not been making much sense anyway.

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the funny thing is, i can't seem to get to sleep no matter how tired i am.

suffering from insomia i guess.

cause i have been having a really horrible week.

will tomorrow ever be okay?

i don't think so...

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it's been raining everyday since i last saw you.

your smile.

your face.

your eyes.

your backview.

i saw you walking away into the crowd. and disappeared. forever.

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and now you're asking me to forget when it's so deep.

but i'm sorry i can't.

because i miss you.

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as for you. i really don't know.