it's the eve of new year to year 2005!

suddenly i feel so much emotions arising in me that i find it hard to breath.

pga.
o levels.
ms ng.
grad night.
grey period.

it has been a hectic year for me. trust me. it was also by far the most enriching year of all my nanyang years. (:

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went through alot. and if it weren't for God andd all my friends, i wouldn't have lasted. (: so here goes!

LOWLY
heyy girl. you have always been there for me! and it is just so amazing how our friendship has grown, considering the fact that i only got to know you MUCH better this year. (: you've stood by me through all the tears, all the illnesses, all the bad times, all the good times. and we survived. (: wanna thank you ever so much! love ya girl! #hug#

CHIEH
chieh! you're another girl that i got MUCH closer to this year! and you are soo funny. (: hahaha. anyway, you're great. cause whenever i'm feeling down, you always know how to make me smile again! (: and oh yeah, you're my worrying partner! #grin# haha..that's our little secret! love ya! #hug#

WEIJIE
weijie!!!! you! owe me another testimonial! =/ hahah. anyway wanna thank you for all the times that you have been there for me. you know, PGA wouldn't have been so smoothsailing without you. and of course, we've matured during our course of friendship, to develop what i call, a solid rock of relationship now.(: love ya! #hug# and stop being so evil loh! hRmpf. =P

MY GUARDIAN ANGEL
ahhh. #hug tightly# you're one sweet girl. (: well, that day would have been the worse day of my life. and it still is, but, you made it all better for me. (: i think you're sick and tired of hearing me say this, but without you, i don't think i would have taken that set back so easily. =/ ahh. love ya girl! oh yeah..you're not suppose to be so naggy you know! =P hehx.

MINGYI
tan mingyi! you owe me my lunch treat! wahha. cause you didn't guess in the end. =PpP hehx. anyway, you are soo cute! wahhaha. okok.(: let's see. fate got us together msging..i don't know how it started..-.- but it did, and im glad that it did. hehx. you're my eec, smsing partner all lump together with other don't know what. =/ haha! yup. anyway you have been really sweet during this whole year..and smsing you have actually become a habit! ahh! you horrible girl. so addictive. tsktsktsk. haha..anyway thanks for all your encouragment, and of cause all the laughter you brought into my life simply because you were too easy to trick. =PpP hahhah..i will never forget the day i tricked you about my posting results!! wahahha. ok i repeat. you're so cute. (: anyway you rawk girl. love ya so much! #hug# don't miss me ok! cause next year you won't me seeing me as much le. #smirks# (:

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that's all for shout outs! yup.

anyway quote from my darling guardian angel. (:

she said, "gone with the old and come with the new. and better"

and i cant agree any further...

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let's count my blessings for this year!

1) i got a guardian angel (:
2) i got closer to a whole lot of sec4s. [12 msus, rina, amelia, rachel tan and zeng, jing xiu, sok boon] (:
3) i had someone constantly, almost literally, next to me, nagging at me and encouraging me all the way- mingyi. (:
4) the genius family is officially 2 and 1/2 years old. (: and we're still strong.
5) i got into victoria junior college through God's grace! wooot! (:
6) i survived PGA and prelims and olevels. yayy i rawk. (:
7) i found my mortal again- tracy. [don't ask why i found her again..but i nearly lost her forever.] (:
8) i learnt to let go of certain unhappy things. and trust me,it's hard to let go sometimes. (:
9) i cried too much this year, that next year i'm sure, i won't cry for there's no tears left. (:

righht. i prefer to stop at nine since nine is my favourite number! =) hehx.

to alot more special people out there, be prepared to receive a call from me 12 midnight today! it's the first chance of the new year to let me explode my handphone bill! wooot! (: my mom won't kill me though. she rawks. (:

chieh, this entry is full of smiley faces! (: happy? it's not depressing anymore..and if you don't find this entry happy, i'll kill you. (: wahhaa.