NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS'04

today simply rawks. really. it's perfect. [= i never had such a good time in my life. i mean maybe my sec4 life. hehx. #jan.mel.clare# you guys are simply the best! hehx. hope you guys like the roses, i choose them! =D waha. kk. anyway, here's a full blown account of what happened today.

Decided to go school early today. hahas. don't know what is wrong with me, but seriously til now, i still can't bring myself to let go. i mean, not that i don't trust the sec3 commanders, cause every batch of commanders has their own style of bringing across what they want the sequad to know, and i think that amanda and shuanghong has done an excellent yup. but ahh.i don't know. i don't even understand why i feel this way lahx. but anyway nvm.

helped them to check their uniform and boots, hair, socks length etc. this check has to be a compulsory thing. cause guides uniform are really untidy. not to insult it or anything, but you must admit that the NPCC and SJÁB's uniforms are damn smart. i mean, you can't have it untidy. but for guides- man, there are alot of things that the uniform can be untidy about. one thing is the scraf, then the hair, the belt, the socks length and the beret. uh wadever.

alot of them tied two ponytails today!!=D wahaha..so cute! anyway they had a last round rehearsal before the big thing. boobsy and i were crossing our fingers hard for the real parade. questions just whirling in our minds- [what if someone faints?what if they screw the kakanan-lu-rus like before?what if their dressing is totally out?what if the school decides to deem guides as one that marches like a sin graph?] ahhh. you all know how torturing is that not. =// but they did us proud. and i'm proud of them [= yep. we bought them icecreams. hehx.

anyway, i used to ask myself some questions about me being a footdrill commander, and i am still asking myself. ok fine. i admit man, i'm 'well known' for my fierceness in guides. and not one single person had not been scolded by me before. plus when i scold, i can be damn harsh at times. yep. and the results are that my direct batch- the sec2s, some are scared of me. some may even be unhappy with me scolding them so harshly. hmm. the only thing that i could prevent myself from becoming soft was that if the commander herself is not strict and fierce, where will be the discipline of the sequad. and where will the willingness to obey and listen instantly come from. and how. can we maintain or even increase the standard of footdrill in guides.

footdrill in guides out of all uniform groups are the worst. really. we hafta admit it. but when it comes to cooking- that's another story. ok. anyway, i put off all those questions by telling myself that it dóesn't matter even if people feel pissed off or wadever lahx. i guess the 5 of us all feel that same. learnt something. and i wanna tell the sec3 commanders:

if you want to get something done right you should never go for popularity.

i don't mean becoming utterly nasty, but yeah i guess they'll understand what i mean lahx. during footdrill and outside footdrill, dorinda is a totally different person!! hahas..so i'm not so scary wan ok. [=

haaa. kk. they parade was actually only a 'ok' lahx. hehx. but i know that the guides did their best. lalala..so proud of them!=D

kk...aft the parade, its the celebration timE!!!! woo hOO! the time that i had been waiting for...heEx. the whole of 404 went right to the front to show our support for jan mel and clare who were the musicians today.=] hehx. anyway they rox. the singers were cool too!! then all of us got very enthu and crazy. wanyi huiwen and me even pretended to be fans of jan, mel and clare. cause standing next to us was this group of fans of them lahx. wahlau then they quite irritating. haha. the usual lah. so we went on stage and pretended to ask them for autograph!!!! ahahahahhaah. wanyi was the funniest. she was like: "oh..i have been waiting for this moment for a very long time!! can i have your autograph??" wahhahah.

guess wad. after that. SO many pple wento queue up behind the podium to ask for their autograph. wahhaha! so funny lohx. [= but they were good. or should i say, damn good. i won't be surprise if they do make it big one day.=) hehx

then after the celebrations, huixin boobsy and me went for lunch. =] actually we wanted to go pizza hut. but we realised that we didn't know where in orchard have pizza hut!!=/ hahax. we damn loser loh. but nvm..we settled down in this pasta restaurant opp MOS in taka. the food there ROX. hehx. i ate mushroom baked rice with beef sauce. hx and boobsy ate spag, diff sauce. but it was damn good. heeX..wanna go there again!!

then after that went home..fell aslp at 3pm all the way til 6pm!! was damn tired..went for physics tution when i woke up..and now here i am! hehx.

i repeat:

today is perfect. just perfect. [=