uRgh. feeling damn blue now. don't really know why either.

maybe cause i was just forced by ng (irritating as usual) to wear a sari on sunday. yesh. a sari. can you believe it?? uRgh. one week of school has just passed. like whoa. don't recall myself studying hard this week though. guess what. i only studied one chapter of ss (well that's cause i had ss test) and one chapter of geography. how pathetic can that get? and i was just telling myself to have the determination to work really hard this term and slog my guts out. but what have i done.

maybe cause of bp results. though i didn't really think about it the whole week, but it was just something at the back of my mind that was always nagging me about it. so whenever i wanted to get down to doing serious work, nothing goes in. (and that's why i'm so sure that i'm gonna fail my ss test)

the best thing about this week is that i received yet another letter from phyllis..she just finished her blk test. yup. not been having a good time lately, so decided to give her something to cheer her up.=)asked jang to pass it to her. funny thing is, i don't have her add. like so sheesh rite? a mei not knowing her jies add. got ask her before, but she didn't wanna give. ah well, whatever.

anyway, i beginning to get sick of life again. maybe it's just the vicious cycle starting all over again. and all the factors that contributed to it- pga fever, p&o camp blues, sch blues. crap. how i wished that time didn't really had to pass this fast. but bloody hell it did. i can just remember me getting ready for my p&o test, and now? be prepared is all over.

#screams# i'm in a sickening mood now lah. nvm, shall type a story. read it and understand it. if you don't get it, then too bad.