jst came back from p&o camp..=) feeling all tired out..but wanna blog all about it first before i forget about it all.

the camp was just simply greeaat! wished that it didn't hafta end so early. though yup, i've complained times and again to ren throughout the camp that i wanted to go home, but still, i've already missing the time that we guys spent together, cooking together, bathing together, playing together, huddling to listen to ghost stories together, washing dishes at the disgusting wash area together, sweating out for our tasks together. i miss ya guys!!! *sObz*

PGA CANDIDATES'04

eGGy! [im not a sadist!!] ren! [you rawk gal! luv ya!] huibin! [you are just so capable.really!] joyce! [don't ever forget that *bOo* that we had together,and all about first aid that we went through..] khadijah! [for being such a wonderful PL] jessica! [for being ever so helpful and always there!] huda! [for being so funny] glad! [for just simply being around] shimin! [for doing a great job in tent pitching!=)]

lowly! [for being the spastic mel running along and as usual trying to act cute *eviL laughs*] ang chieh [for being there to brighten out my life!] weijie! [for always brightening up the atmosphere with your laughter!] bra! [for being so full of surprises!] xiaolee! [u did great for ur task!] ngOh! [u played ur part well in this camp] gracia! [for being enthu and funny,you didn't screw gadgets!] peiyi! [for always being so perfect]

we learnt so much together and made solid friendships. from now, i not only NOT regret taking up pga, but i really feel that all the sweat that i have put in just to make it for this camp has paid off. although the camp was quite slack, but still we were all tired out, and getting pissed off with having so many mosy bites, and stuffing ourselves with all the food that we hadta finish, and eating in the dark. singing and dancing together for "absolutely everybody" and helping each other out for our tasks.

seriously, i wanna thank my RPs..ren and ang chieh. for if it hasn't been for you guys, i don't think i could have conducted my first aid session. [even thou ren likes being bandagaed up and ang chieh seems to enjoy acting out the scenarios] but really. if it hasn't been for you, haish. i think my chances for passing is a complete impossible. [though it's kinda impossible that i passed now lahx] hope you guys liked the pillow that i sewed.=] hehx.

ren has really been a great friend.=] funnily, we started off as being named the triplets. and from there, out friendship grew..during camp, ren was the one that has always been there for me. we laugh *crazily* together, talk about everything together, learn drums together, eat lollipops together, help each other with the tasks together, run around and play with the trolley together, and get depressed together. hahas. there's nothing that i can't do with ren. yup. she is one swell great friend! i'm really glad that i have this chance to have gotten to know you.=) *huGs*

i don't know. but it's all over. #phew# whether or not i get is another thing. though i'm pretty sure that i will be upset if i don't get in, [which chances are very high] but still, what i gained from this camp could have jolly well make up for it ten times more.=) i don't have anymore proposals to do, no more burning the midnight oil just for the sake of preparing the logistics, can finally concentrate on my studies and well, all i can do now is wait til ms j call us up next thursday. hehx. in the meantime, i think i better not worry so much. it really does me no good. yup.

about some issues. lowly, panny said that she already told ng the truth. as in, she helped to enlighten ng about it. but ah well..i reckon i'm stil not on talking terms with her. guess being scolded and thrashed out and put down all the way, on the phone is something that i will never forget. *shrugs* but thanks for being there when i needed you. was actually kinda afraid that i would be ignored cause i thought, most probably everyone will think that it's my fault and stuff. yep. didn't know where you guys stood til you told me the happenings. but it's all over i guess. don't feel angry anymore, just keeping my distance lohs. yep.

i guess this camp has really thought me alot alot. so much that it can't be written down in words. the trust that was initially so cautiously placed on, has proved to be so beneficial that it can be said that so much trust exists between us that it's hard to understand why. spending 3 whole days with you guys has been a terrific thing that i won't forget! =]

love ya guys.

PGA rawkx! =)