everything seems to be over. all my hard work and efforts put in did not seem to be wasted. midyrs are over, my interview is over. suddenly i feel so relaxed..

never really thought i could actually get through the interview, but in the end it's all God's blessings i guess. i wanna thank chieh hwee and melissa for worrying for me the whole afternoon that they didn't get to finish watching their lord of the rings. but ah well, i forgot to bring my hdphone with me when i left for church yesterday afternoon. and when i finally realised that i didn't had my phone, i started panicking..cos the people at HQ said that they would inform us the results in the evening, and most prob they'll call my hdphone.

mom took the call for me, and she gave me such a fright when she refused to tell me the results- thought i really didn't get in. But in the end i did.=) *praise God!* there were 3 hu didn get in..feeling kinda sad and worried. haish. shant comment on pga le..at least the interview is over. there're a few people that i really wanna say a big thank you to man. if it weren't for you guys, don't think i could have pulled through.

first and foremost, all the MSUs *huGS* a big hug to you guys out there! if it weren't for you guys, i guess i would not have been able to take the stress.=) and of course ms ng plays a most important role. next up would be jang, yvonne and chiNg you 3 make such good jies that i dunno what life would have been without you guys! everytime i'm feeling down, i can also go look for you guys and surely my life would seem much brighter after tt.=) tnx jies!

next up is bryon=] tnx for being such a wonderful di. yeah yeah sure, you're always saying that you're my part time clown. but tnx a million yeah? for cheering me up at times when i'm done. [btw, go get smt for amelia kaies? cause she's like kinda feeling put off that you forgot all bout her birthday. how could you man!] and my family esp my mom, who's always there to encourage me to jiayou! amelia for studying with me almost everyday, hearing out my problems and stuff. heEx. all my cell members for constant prayer >.< and most imptly God yep.

many things have been happening ever since i can't rem. so many a times that things aren't in my control. and there's really nothing i can do about it. i tried. yeah i did. but things just can't seem to change. ah well. it's not up to me to decide what others wanna do, so i shan't get too bothered by it.

anyway i can't wait for june hols to come. firstly i can finally go out with sonia and huilin *huGs* u guys have no idea how much i miss ya.=) and with von, jang and ching to finally celebrate dajie's long gone birthday!=D

getting back our results tmr. just as sharon said, just do my best and leave the rest up to God. and i can only do that i guess. yup.