trng trng trng. uRGH. IM SICK OF TRNG

i seriously tink my back will never heal properly? no. never with all the trngs going on. i cant do axemenship le, so what's next? i realised turfing is painful too. might as well just tell ng i can't go on training as i have too much injuries such as knee cap giving way and tailbone aching like shit. cant even sit properly, like even when im sitting straight up and i happen to bend my head downwards, it starts aching like hell. at night, can't sleep properly, in the day, all my energy goes to trng. uRGH. i.cant.take.it.animore.

lyk hu isn't tired? everyone in the team is tired. everyone has cuts and bruises and rashes. but, at least they don't have back problems, not to mention, their knee caps arent that fragile. and all these are the essential parts of the body that are required for it to function properly.

i shd have known better then to ignore that pain when it started 2 weeks ago. but still, foolish me ignored it. n what happened? it worsen. so bad that during the camp i couldn't even sleep a good night's sleep with it. that even playing dog and bone hurts cause people just happens to push me from behind. that i couldn't do the class dance properly. that i couldnt sit at ease properly.

man this sux.

but going to the doc wld simply means that i would obtain a medical certificate claiming that im not suppose to train. so what the hell am i suppose to do then?

haiya. im irritated. dun wanna blog le.