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ok. i got my back checked by sister today. she confirmed that it has nothing or wadsoever to do with the bone. *phew* u noe how relieved i was to hear tt? i thought that my back might have been permanantly damaged, but my mom said this, "don't you know that you're using your back muscle everyday and healing it will take a long time" ok. this is bad. like how am i suppose to wait for it to heal? just got notification, pioneer test will be from the 2nd-4th of April. it will be held in camp christine as a 3 day 2 night camp. i cant say i'm not looking forward to it, cause i really am. reckon it'll be fun! =D then we'll only have our test on sunday, which means that we'll only can get back home around evening near night on sunday, and that also simply means that my beauty sleep will have to go.

oh! sec 3s, ms ng will most probably ask you guys to go along as well. that's cause she wants you guys to have this plc workshop as you all will be taking over soon.=PpP wAHhha! i really can't wait for that day man. then another reason she wants you guys there is to help cook for the 12 of us. =D hEhs. can't be so mean to your seniors! have to help them while they're trng for their pioneer. but actually i feel quite mean, like on friday night and sat we'll only be doing homework and like most probably spend sometime trng for pioneer, but as we don't wanna wear ourselves out to much before the test, the trng wun be so tedious. oh well. midyears are coming up.=( have to start studying already! not to mention, CIP is
really going to be taking up alot of time. not to say that the 12 of us re really stressed out n stretched now.

today 2 pple broke down during discussion. im not gonna say who, but they aren't the first, i tinkoh! many will start breaking down too, it's just a matter of time. oh well. ms ng already prepared us for the worse. there are obviously cases in which our seniors break down too, especially with midyears so near, ok, mabbe not that near for some people cause there's still 10 more weeks. but seriously speaking, we don't have 10 weeks to study. in fact most of our afternoons and weekends are gone, so we really have very little time left. =/ and i can't forget my promise to get a 15 points n below for midyears. and that's almost an impossible for ny standard, unless you're counting on smart asses lyk those in Com 1 classes and the gepers. ah well. those are really smart gals.

im feelng really discouraged now. i don't understand why. i don't think my skills are that good or whatsoever, in fact i really think they sux. like i can't even build a proper ladder. the spars are always crooked in a parallel way. (like if one is out, the rest will follow in parallel series) n my firelighting, i really can't get the stupid messtin of water to boil within the time limit, not to mention i haven't been practising my e-sheltar for ages. my orienteering sux and my axemanship is really a dream to me. i can't even saw properly now with this kind of back. okay. quit complaining. i know im here for a reason. but as i say before, no dorinda in her right mind will ever join pga. =/

lets drop the subject about pga man.

oh oh! guess what! wahahah! i received a letter from phyllis! YaY~ she snail mailed me a damn sweet letter.=) it really help to make up for everything that was so unpleasant in my life now. shan't go into details about the content, but i shall reply her letter, and though i have no idea what her address is, but jang suddenly appeared! wOo hOo~ she's my saviour man.. kk lemme go into details bout this part.

me: hey jie! so are u still planning to stay in aj?
phyllis: haha..i applied to get in hcjc, but tts only if i can get it.
me: i knew it! i knew you'll wanna go there.
phyllis: hMm? how you know?
me: i reckon you'll like to be with your teammates.=) you'll get in! cos they'll know i'd wanna see u!

okay, n she realli did get in! YaY~ =D phyllis got into hcjc. hEe. so as the crazy jang who can do great in any subject as usual, also got in with a score of 8A1s! wHoA! so proud of my 2 jies. *huGs* anyway jang can help me pass her the letter, as she's coming down to ny 4 prayer point every tuesday morning, so no worries for dorinda animore!

okok. gotta go study geography le! bleah. pure geog sux.=( test test test every week.
progress report coming out tmr. dunno what im gonna get. but i bet it wun be any better then all the previous reports that i've gotten.=/ ah well.